Somber National Day

I am on a mood-swing rampage lately, particularly this weekend, yesterday and today. Happiness lasts shortly before I plunge into total darkness mode unsuspectingly. Not willing to surrender, I am trying very much to pamper myself with absolutely the smallest things. I have yet to see a single firework this August, and the roars of the Kallang wave that will happen at the Padang later this evening will probably fail to incite me this year.

Of all days, I have to feel like a total wreck on Singapore’s fortieth birthday. And the best part is this rotten mood comes naturally and I have no idea if it will dissolve by tonight because I cannot imagine a complete day feeling like this tomorrow.

I am so in need of major distractions in my life right now.